I would still be able to look for a job even with the new position. I would just lose the serverance if I find another job. The thing is the past few days they have given work to do and by the time I get home at night around 7:00 then eat. There isn't alot of time left before I am so tired and go to bed.
If I leave I get Serverance would be for 9 months and there is also unemployment. I would just have to really watch what I spend my money on. I have tried to look for work while at work but it doesn't work to good. Everytime I bring up the websites someone walks in. So if they keep me for the other position I know I won't be able to look at work.
I took a vacation day today to take Sean to the airport and sat for 2 and a half hours and only sent in 3 resume's in that time frame. By the time you find something, then read to see if you are qualified and fill out the screen half hour goes by just applying for one job. Since I haven't looked for 18 years I forgot how much time it actually takes to find a job.
I think I agree with my sister, if I take the position I will stop looking for a job and be there forever. If I am laid off I have to look for a job. (plus I feel so guilty that someone else will lose their job, and they didn't know it was coming. Where I at least have known I was going to lose my job). There is this side of me that says it is not fair of me to do that to someone else.
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Date: 2008-11-08 12:38 am (UTC)If I leave I get Serverance would be for 9 months and there is also unemployment. I would just have to really watch what I spend my money on. I have tried to look for work while at work but it doesn't work to good. Everytime I bring up the websites someone walks in. So if they keep me for the other position I know I won't be able to look at work.
I took a vacation day today to take Sean to the airport and sat for 2 and a half hours and only sent in 3 resume's in that time frame. By the time you find something, then read to see if you are qualified and fill out the screen half hour goes by just applying for one job. Since I haven't looked for 18 years I forgot how much time it actually takes to find a job.
I think I agree with my sister, if I take the position I will stop looking for a job and be there forever. If I am laid off I have to look for a job. (plus I feel so guilty that someone else will lose their job, and they didn't know it was coming. Where I at least have known I was going to lose my job). There is this side of me that says it is not fair of me to do that to someone else.